Xena E-Xine Volume 3, Issue 3 Lori Lake Interview Issue, XWP Uber Fanfic Bard

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            LORI LAKE ISSUE

            Volume III, Issue 3 - June 26, 2002

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            Today's issue includes:

            1. Feature Article -- Interview with uber fanfic bard Lori L. Lake

            2. Xena quote

            3. Featured FanFic and Short Review -- "Gun Shy," "Under the Gun"

            4. Xena News -- ROC Takes On The Bard; Xena Virtual Seasons Finales;

            Breath of Fresh O2

            5. Featured Links -- Lori Lake's site; Another recent interview

            6. Xena: Warrior Princess Episode Guide

            "Been There, Done That" -- "The Dirty Half Dozen"

            7. What's Wrong With This Fiction? -- Commentary

            8. Feedback

            9. PRIVACY/NO SPAM POLICY!

            10. Subscribe/Unsubscribe Information

            11. Credits

            12. Archives

            13. DISCLAIMER

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            1) Featured Article


            Interview with uber fanfic bard Lori L. Lake


            She has written two exceptional uber novels, "Gun Shy" and "Under 

the

            Gun" which have been published by RAP, about cops and partners Dez 

            and

            Jay. And warm Love in a very cold climate.


            XINE: Do you think that women who are buying new lesbian novels in

            gay bookstores have any idea what Uber is?


            LORI: I think a lot of readers have caught on, but don't care. There

            are many readers who never watched X:WP who love to read and who are

            reading our stuff. At this point, the publishing world hasn't seemed

            to have accepted the

            fact that the published Uber has re-energized lesbian novel writing,

            and

            not just romance, but also action, adventure, drama, and mystery. I

            don't think the reviewers know what hit 'em. Many of us who started

            out as Uber writers are expanding and writing non-Uber stuff, too. 

My

            first and fourth novels aren't really Uber, and my fifth

            book, "Jumping Over My Head," isn't even a novel at all, but short

            stories.

            I can tell you right now that I have had a number of readers from

            outside the Xenaverse write me by snail mail and email, and they had

            no clue . . . although recently someone did write me to say that 

they

            had read about six or eight books from various

            publishers, and they only recently had figured out why a lot of the

            leads were tall, mysterious brunettes hanging out with blondes who 

            had

            voracious appetites. I had a good chuckle over that. Some folks say

            that

            Rita Mae Brown's latest, "Alma Mater," is an "Uber-in-Disguise."

            I'll have to decide that when I read it, but I would say that if 

Rita

            Mae has written an Uber, then we have to say Uber has hit the

            mainstream.


            And one more thing, some of the bestselling books in the nation are

            from the presses that sprang originally from the Xenaverse. My

            publisher, Renaissance Alliance Publishing, Inc., has enjoyed

            significant sales of both Uber books and non-Uber books. My

            novel "Ricochet in Time" has sold every bit as well as "Gun Shy." To

            be honest, I think people just want a good story that is gripping 

and

            well-told, and it doesn't matter so much what the leads look like.


            XINE: Some of the stories provide a few more clues than others...so

            it may click in for someone who watched the show, but doesn't own a

            computer.

            Did you leave all of that wonderful dream imagery deja vu flashback

            stuff intact in the published version? Or did the editors want to

            dispense with that as extraneous?


            LORI: I don't think I left much in that blatantly associates

            the "Gun" stories with X:WP. If one is a big fan of X:WP and the

            Uber genre, it is very easy to insert LL or ROC's mannerisms or

            actions, but it is not at all necessary to have a satisfying read of

            either "Gun Shy" or "Under The Gun." The funny thing is that as I

            wrote "Gun Shy," back in 1998-99, I very quickly moved away from

            seeing them as Uber characters. Dez

            Reilly and Jaylynn Savage took on lives, personalities, and looks of

            their own. When I think of them, I do not think at all of LL and 

ROC.

            Maybe that sounds odd, but it's true.


            The online readers get to see the deja vu flashbacks in greater

            detail and with much more definite relationship to X/G. I made it

            more nebulous in the published version. It's still there

            if you look, though.


            XINE: Novel Number Five is another "Gun Shy" sequel, right? (She

            asked hopefully.) Tell us about your other novels and when are you

            going to get back to Dez and Jay?


            LORI: People laugh when they hear this, but I am so sick of Dez and

            Jay that I could scream. We are putting out a 2nd edition of "Gun

            Shy" in a couple weeks with a really cool new cover that matches 

with

            the "Under The Gun" cover. So I took the opportunity to reread the

            text and clean up any errant typos. It is being typeset once again

            with a slightly different font, and between that and the 

corrections,

            the layout changed, which means that I have to proofread the pdf 

file

            once again and then later go

            over the galleys. Meanwhile, we are finishing up edits on "Under The

            Gun," and I'll have that pdf file and galleys for that, too. I've

            read GS at least 15 times since I wrote it, and I've probably read

            UTG about 10 times. I'm so sick of my girls after all this that I

            totally need a break. That's why I wrote "Different Dress." I needed

            something different to re-energize me, and then I finished some

            literary short stories that I had been working on.

            Book Six may possibly be "Isolation 2020," which is a post-

            apocalyptic action/adventure about two women who meet by chance when

            one of them is left for dead outside the other's safe underground

            shelter. I set the novel along the Mississippi River area in

            Minnesota in the year 2020. It's very tough to write. I started it

            before 9/11, and after that, I didn't have the heart to deal with

            life after a horrible disaster, so I put it down and worked

            on "Different Dress" instead. I picked up "Isolation 2020" several

            weeks ago, and parts of it are flowing. I am not so sure how long it

            is going to

            take, though, to get it done. It's the most difficult thing I have

            written. When I have trouble with "Isolation 2020," I can work on:

            *** "Missing Link," which is the first coming-out story that I have

            written. It's actually calling to me lately. I may have to

            put "Isolation 2020" aside because this story is begging to be told.

            I am even dreaming about it.

            *** "The Fourth Option," which is a family drama. In that one, I am

            doing something I have never done before in a novel: write at length

            from a male point-of-view. The main character's father has,

            unexpectedly, turned out to be a force in his own right. He and his

            daughter, Lainey, are dealing with Lainey's mother, who has early

            stages of Alzheimers Disease. The daughter lost her children to her

            ex-husband when she came out, and the way she is trying to refashion

            her life is very interesting to me. The father is also surprisingly

            fascinating. I didn't know I had a male father's voice in me.

            *** "Knight Wind," a medieval knight story that may end up being

            three parts. The more I think about it and make notes, the longer 

and

            more complex it gets. We'll see, though, when I write it.

            *** "Rebecca Blaze," which is an adventure/drama about a young woman

            recently released from prison. She met someone there who was 

released

            before her-and will she be waiting for Blaze when she gets out? Even

            more troubling, will Blaze even make it home? Something happens on

            the journey from the prison to "home" that nobody ever expected.


            XINE: Have you attempted any X&G stories?


            LORI: No, that I have not done. (I sound like Yoda: "The Force, it

            is not in me"). My heart has been in the present. I don't know why

            that is, but when I think of stories to write, I tend to see them 

set

            in modern day. I do know that the ideas for "Knight Wind" hit me out

            of the blue, and if I do finish writing that Court/Knight/Medieval

            piece, it will be something different from what I have done so far.

            Perhaps it would prepare me for the X:WP setting-I don't know.


            Just thinking about it, it occurs to me that I loved Missy Good's

            Xena and Gabrielle and the world she created as much (maybe more)

            than X:WP, the TV show. Missy's books profoundly affected the way I

            looked at the TV show, and I found myself seeing X & G as Missy's

            characters more than the show's creator's characters. I don't know 

if

            that is good or bad, but I have enjoyed Missy's incarnation of that

            world so much that I never had any desire to try to do the same

            thing.


            XINE: Would you have written anyway, or is it the online Uber that

            incited you to novelize?


            LORI: I worked on "Ricochet In Time" from 1993 to sometime in late

            1995, before either Xena: WP or Hercules was being brought to life. 

I

            edited "Ricochet" as best as I could, then started sending it 

around.

            I got rejection after rejection. Even the two presses for whom I

            worked editing and proofreading didn't want it. Nobody was

            encouraging, and faced with that response, I put it away feeling

            quite dismoralized. I

            didn't get online until early 1998, and I didn't find the Xenaverse

            until summer 1998. I went nuts reading everything I could, and I saw

            things that were superb as well as things that were good but needed

            work, both of which inspired me. All that lesbian energy and drama

            reinvigorated the writer in me so that I started to think maybe I

            could

            fit in somewhere in the XV.


            I started "Gun Shy" in October 1998 and finished the first draft in

            May 1999. When I finally sent the first section to MaryD, I had the

            same sinking feeling I'd had each time the big and small GLBT

            publishing houses had turned down "Ricochet In Time." Imagine my

            surprise when MaryD wrote back very quickly and said, "Imagine 

Oliver

            Twist. All I

            have to say is 'Please, sir, I want some more.' I want the rest of

            this so I can post it."


            It was an unforgettable feeling.


            The Xenaverse had a huge affect on getting me back to writing, but I

            suspect that I would have gone back sooner or later. I have always

            thought of myself as a writer- maybe not an Author or Bard-but I've

            always wanted to write.


            XINE: Are there any other Uber characters besides X&G in your Ubers?

            I

            believe I sniffed out Joxer as a rookie. And Lyceus is Dez's partner

            who was killed? Did you look for parallels to exploit?


            LORI: When I started to write "Gun Shy," I wasn't very educated 

about

            the

            whole flow and background of X:WP. I didn't even see seasons one

            through

            three until season four was about to start. (Yes, I am a Johnnyetta

            come lately.) The first entire episodes my partner and I saw were 

the

            Quest/Destiny ones, with the famous kiss, and that's what hooked us.

            We watched the first of those on one station on a weeknight, then

            picked them up on the next two weekends on the WGN station. I

            borrowed the first couple of episodes from someone, so I did see the

            way the show

            began, but I was missing lots of chunks of the story.


            Later, we ordered the first season videos and watched them, but we

            hadn't seen the second season or half of the third season when I

            started "Gun Shy."


            So when I started writing, I began with this question: if Xena and

            Gabrielle were alive today, what would they be? The obvious answer

            was cops. They're already the enforcers of the greatest good in the

            TV series, and that's a lot of what police are supposed to do in

            present time. Then I thought, "So, if they're cops, living in

            Minnesota, how would that come about?" The rest worked out slowly

            but surely over the subsequent nine months-practically like a birth.


            XINE: I love the parallel of the opening scene to the opening of

            the series. Very subtle, but effective.


            LORI: You are the first person to ever tell me they noticed that.

            That is the one and only scene that I can say I launched from

            consciously. Jaylynn is as protective of Sara as Gab was of Lilla,

            and when Dez encounters the attackers in the house that the 

roommates

            share, she is reeling from awful things in her past in much the same

            way that Xena was. Later, after she saves the two women from the

            rapists, Dez doesn't want Jaylynn to hang about or join up with her-

            or the police-much like Xena discouraged Gabrielle from leaving

            Potadeia and coming with her. So in some ways, the set up does 

mirror

            the start of the series. But from there, the story took on a life of

            its own, pulling in characters and

            feelings and problems from my own life.


            Ryan Michaelson, Dez's partner who was shot, was definitely not

            Lyceus. He was someone else in my own life who I had lost. Of 

course,

            I didn't realize that until much later. I was writing without clear

            consciousness of what the heck I was doing. It wasn't

            until months later, long after posting the whole story, that I

            started to identify the themes in the book as being my own issues.

            And was I ever embarrassed!


            XINE: Did you get as anxious as we did waiting for the relationship

            to progress?


            LORI: Oh, absolutely. I had no idea how it was all going to play 

out.

            I desperately wanted a happy ending, but I truly had no idea if that

            was what I was going to get. You have to remember that I don't write

            in a linear manner, for the most part. I had all these sections and

            scenes and events, and I kept trying to sew them together into a

            reasonable

            narrative, but it was really a challenge. Thank god for Buff, Erin,

            and Joy, my three original beta readers.


            XINE: You've said that many readers thought you must be a police

            officer for such knowledgeable CSI and procedures; are X&G your

            primary inspiration/motivation for Uberizing and modernizing the

            partnership or did they come in handy as a way of springboarding the

            cop story/romantic love story you'd always wanted to write? Or both?


            LORI: Hmmm....I've always loved mysteries and cop stories, whether 

on

            TV, in movies, or in books. I was ten-years-old when I started

            checking out Perry Mason books from the Greenwood Library in 

Seattle.

            I have jokingly said I have read over a thousand mystery/thriller 

cop

            books and seen three or four times more of the same on film and

            television. So I think I had already absorbed a lot of the tone,

            attitude, and ideas of that genre. With that kind of interest and

            attention to the subject and genre, it seemed natural to have it be 

a

            part of that book.


            I think that X&G were a springboard to the story that I never knew I

            wanted to write. There's a lot going on inside this monkey mind of

            mine, and if it hadn't been X:WP, I might have been incited to write

            by any number of shows or books series. It's just that

            X:WP had all that subtext-and later maintext-and it was so 

incredibly

            invigorating. It showed me that there was a whole WORLD of women-and

            some men-out there who were absolutely dying to get their hands on

            stories about "non-straight" women's lives and loves and issues. One

            interesting detail, when I wrote the first chapter of "Gun Shy," I

            was actually imagining Dez as a tall, blonde, blue-eyed, Nordic-

            looking Minnesotan. But then, for some reason Jaylynn kept seeming 

to

            be blonde, too, and I was having trouble distinguishing between 

them,

            so Dez became the opposite of Jaylynn - in almost every way, too.

            From that point of view, I guess you could say that the Uber 

elements

            unconsciously and consciously were affecting me.


            XINE: Were you a "Cagney & Lacey" fan as well? How did you get your

            background info for the police characters? Seems pretty realistic. I

            remember an article in the Village Voice that noted the butch cop,

            Lucy, on "Hill St. Blues," played by Betty Thomas only would make 

any

            kind of sense if she were portrayed as gay. "Gun Shy" would make a

            great realistic pay cable cop show about real women under the gun.


            LORI: Oh, yes! I loved Chris and MaryBeth and would love to get all

            the episodes from that show on DVD. Didn't everyone want Chris 

Cagney

            to find herself a gutsy, reliable, loving woman? (Maybe Lucy from

            Hill Street Blues!) I liked the relationship between the C & L

            characters, the way they stuck together through thick and thin, even

            when they really didn't understand-or sometimes even like!-each

            other. From my memory, they are the first "real" women consistently

            portrayed on TV for any length of time.


            I researched police procedures a lot, I had a cop for a beta reader,

            and like I said before, I've read a million books, both fiction and

            non-fiction. I used the Internet to make connections, research gear

            and tactics, and read old news stories about police actions. I made

            friends with a St. Paul Police Sergeant and went with him on a ride-

            along, which was very helpful. It also doesn't hurt that I work in a

            prosecutor's office either (but not as a lawyer). Knowing a bit

            about the legal aspects helped me, in particular, when I

            wrote "Ricochet In Time."


            Thanks for the compliment that "Gun Shy" would be a good TV show. I

            liked that line that reviewer M.J. Lowe wrote in her Amazon.com

            review: "(T)he novel reads like a season's worth of episodes from a

            television show that you wish was on TV." Police

            organizations, like the military or the mob or a funeral home or a 

TV

            station or various other settings, can be a microcosm of the real

            world. It's a very creative realm to write in. A lot can be done in

            exploring relationships, conflicts, and alternate morals and ethics.

            Hey, wouldn't it be great if this "All Gay/All The Time" idea for a

            cable channel came

            true? Wouldn't it be wonderful to have TV shows like X:WP and "Queer

            As Folk" and original movies with GLBT themes made by, for, and 

about

            the non-straight world? I hope that it happens. I know I would 

watch.

            I would gladly pay to add that cable channel to my home network.


            XINE: How does it feel to have it in book form, to actually hold 

your

            words in your hands between covers?


            LORI: I suppose you want me to be honest, don't you? Well, it's

            anticlimactic and, in some ways, stressful for me. I've worked so

            long and hard on a book, and then by the time the box of my copies

            arrives, I am always working on something newly exciting. I

            receive the book, admire it, share it around, and am happy about it

            for a while-and then I start fretting. Will anyone like it? Will

            anyone buy it? Will reviewers hate it? Am I going to be able to get

            the word out about it? Oh my God, what have I done?


            I am, contrary to popular belief, quite a worrier.


            XINE: Have you ever engaged in female bodybuilding like your Xena

            Uber? Where did that sidelight come from?


            LORI: Like a lot of my writing, which comes from experiences I have

            had or from the experiences of people I know, the bodybuilding

            interest came out of my own life. I spent about 14 months training

            and cutting weight, readying for a bodybuilding competition. I

            studied it, went to competitions, got a coach, and really got into

            the sport. I was down to about 19% body fat, trimming nicely and

            feeling good when it got very hard, even harder than it got for Dez.

            It was almost depressing to cut calories like that, and I had 

another

            30 pounds to go. I couldn't face that much deprivation, and I was

            driving my partner crazy. I was so happy to finally decide to bag

            that idea. I ate half a pizza that night along with a chocolate bar

            chaser. It was great.


            So if I couldn't succeed at it, what better thing to do than give

            over my frustrated failure to a character who could? Dez was able to

            do what I could not, and I rather enjoyed it

            vicariously.


            There always seems to be something in each of my books that is a

            vicarious pleasure. I haven't ridden a motorcycle, like Dani

            in "Ricochet in Time," since I was 22. I've never been on a

            pop/country musical tour like my characters in "Different Dress," 

but

            I always

            wished I had been born with enough talent for it. I've never had to

            live underground, like the characters in "Isolation 2020," and I 

hope

            I never have to. If I haven't experienced a particular activity, or

            if I can't do something myself, why not explore and learn about it 

in

            my imagination?


            To this day, I believe that ultimately, Dez's bodybuilding

            competition was a LOT more fun than a real one would have been for

            me.


            XINE: You present such presence of place that I actually feel cold

            from your weather descriptions when I read your Ubers. How much does

            the familiar setting contribute to the ease with which you relate

            your tale?


            LORI: When writers and teachers say, "Write what you know," I think

            they are referring to things like setting and place and details

            specific to one's own world. I transplanted to the Twin Cities 19

            years ago after living in the Pacific NW for all my young life. It

            took a bit of getting used to since I moved from a temperate climate

            to one with the extremes

            Minnesota has. It just worked into my writing without me really

            forcing it. I wrote "Gun Shy" from late fall into early spring, so

            some days, I just wrote exactly what I saw when I went outdoors or

            looked out the window. To have the setting clear like that makes for

            one less thing to fret about. I mean, a writer already has problems

            with point of view and

            character and narrative and tone and pacing and continuity and

            several dozen other things . . . one less makes it slightly less

            daunting.


            XINE: What percentage inspiration is from the series/characters 

(even

            the actresses)... and how much from the other Uber?


            LORI: Well, "Gun Shy" was inspired by X:WP over all, but not really

            LL or ROC. Xena and Gabrielle are definitely the foremothers of Dez

            and Jaylynn in many ways, but who LL or ROC are in real life didn't

            influence my portrayal of my characters. I don't really know that

            much about the two actresses, just their public personas, and it

            doesn't seem that either of them have any of the issues that Dez 

has.


            I wrote "Under The Gun" after the final season ended-didn't I? Let's

            see, I saw FIN during June of 2001. I take it back, I think I

            finished the first draft of UTG around the same time that the series

            ended. But nothing that was going on in the series influenced me, at

            least not that I consciously know of. The set-up of the plot for 

"Gun

            Shy" dictated a lot of what happened in "Under The Gun." When you

            write a sequel, you are sort of held hostage by what you have 

already

            written in the previous book. "Under The Gun" was much more 

difficult

            to write than "Gun Shy," and that's why it took me so long. I had

            long periods of difficulty with it.


            Other Uber stories probably influenced me more in the past than they

            have in the last three years. I don't have nearly as much time to

            read as I used to. Lately, I have had an incredible amount of

            difficulty in balancing my life and writing. I just don't have 

enough

            time. I often have to make the choice between writing, reading,

            emailing, or spending

            time with my partner. In addition, I have a herniated disk in my low

            back, so I can't sit at the computer for long periods of time (which

            has wreaked havoc with me being able to keep up with Susan Meagher's

            S.F. series!). I have not been keeping up with all the new stuff

            coming out in the XV. Instead, I have been reading published works

            that have come out of the XV, most recently finishing Vendetta by

            Talaran. It's a lot easier to read a book-in the recliner, standing

            up, on a bench, being able to move around-than to try to do it at 

the

            computer.


            When I am writing, I tend not to read much, though. I am focused on

            my characters and plot, and it's like I am underwater in SCUBA gear.

            In order to focus on someone else's book, I have to come up for air,

            get out of my own gear, and change my focus entirely, and then I 

lose

            my own direction.


            Seems like most writing manuals give this direction: Write Every 

Day,

            rain or shine, problems or not, no matter what! Let me be the first

            to say that anyone who does that must have servants, a lot of money,

            and never lose their Muse. I, for one, am not that lucky.


            XINE: You split up Jay and Dez as squad car partners for realism's

            sake after they were outted as lovers--can you partner them again as

            detectives?! What are the rules on that? Will you? Think about it.


            LORI: I don't think Dez and Jay are going to ever be able to work as

            shift partners. The police just do not allow it. Most police and

            military organizations see too many problems both with adhering to

            professional boundaries and with the parties staying objective. 

Never

            mind that after two cops have ridden together long enough, they 

often

            grow to be as much like married couple as their spouses are! Still,

            real life married partners are usually separated for the good of the

            team and unit.


            I am not sure what I will have happen in book 3. I have been pulling

            together actions scenes since I finished UTG, and I definitely have

            enough job-related stuff to fill out the next story. There is no

            reason they might not work in the same sector and back each other 

up.

            I could see Jaylynn riding with Crystal on a more permanent basis 

and

            Dez training in a series of rookies. That could make for some

            interesting events.


            We'll see what happens in my thinking as I let the two of them

            percolate around for a while. They are rich characters, and sooner 

or

            later, I do want to focus on them again. When the time is right, the

            story will start appearing to me.


            XINE: "Gun Shy" is one of the few stories that I remember in great

            detail, either fanfic or otherwise. A testament to the authoress. 

Who

            does the landlady represent? A compilation of characters?


            LORI: That is very nice of you to say. Thank you. You're making me

            blush.


            When I started work on "Gun Shy"-or any of the other novels I've

            worked on-I didn't know where the story was headed. I knew I wanted

            to have a happy ending, but I couldn't guarantee it. I wrote scenes

            and tried to figure out what the pattern was. At no time did I ever

            sit down and correlate any of the characters with the show. There's

            no Callisto or Joxer or Cyrene in my story-at least not that I

            consciously planned.


            Luella, Dez's landlady, represents someone from my own life who took

            me into her heart at a time when I needed a bit of extra care and

            nurture. My friend was an African-American woman originally from the

            South who had never had children of her own. She tended to take in

            all the lost lambs and odd ducks, much like Luella does. The Luella

            character took on a life of her own, though, and suddenly she had 

had

            children and a house and a previous job at the telephone company and

            Vanita for a sister and so on. I don't know where all that came 

from,

            but it didn't have anything to do with X:WP.


            Here's one more interesting fact: Luella personally directed the

            final scene of "Gun Shy." See, I am notorious for ending a book - 

and

            then not realizing for a while that I am not

            done. I woke up from a dream one morning, and Luella was banging on

            the ceiling hollering, "You forgot all about me, you fancy-ass

            writer! You forgot me!" She said, "You put me in the end of the 

book,

            you fool. It's not complete otherwise." I woke up from that, turned

            to my partner and through bleary eyes said, "You'll never guess

            what..."


            XINE: Do you find the Uber genre limiting in that the parameters of

            the characters are pretty well pre-defined?


            LORI: I'm not so sure that the parameters are so pre-defined 

anymore.

            Take Radclyffe, for instance, who I think we would all consider an

            Uber author. From what I have read, her characters all take off from

            the X/G descriptions and tend to develop their own personalities and

            traits.


            Readers and writers in the XV are an incredibly diverse and

            intelligent bunch. From what I see, they want a story that is well-

            told and well-written. I think I could post a novel like "Different

            Dress," which is totally not Uber, and people would like it very

            much.


            The thing is, you can find the Uber qualities in every relationship.

            It's not what people look like that defines it for me anymore. I

            don't need a tall brunette with a tortured past or a short, gabby

            blonde. But just look at some of the literature or TV or movies that

            have come out, and you will see Uber characteristics all over them.

            You mentioned Cagney & Lacey earlier. A lot of things about Chris

            Cagney (troubled relationship with parent, rebellion against her

            background, alcoholism, and a sexual assault) gave her the tortured

            aspects of Xena. At the same time, Mary Beth has some of Gab's

            qualities

            and experiences. Their relationship, work troubles, and personal

            lives pre-date X:WP, and yet, many of the same themes are examined 

in

            that show.


            For me, the growing, changing relationship between the characters is

            what made X:WP such a fascinating show, and adding the

            subtext/maintext made it all the more compelling. Lesbians had

            always, in the past, had to deal with such sub-subtext-Betty 

Thomas's

            role, for instance, which you also mentioned earlier. We all had to

            imagine a world behind what we actually saw on the screen or on the

            page. But to see two women characters obviously falling in love on a

            TV show was revolutionary. What other show has ever shown two women

            bound together so inextricably? It gives a gal the shivers!


            XINE: Do you have aspirations to write for a larger audience? You

            could.


            LORI: The authors who have signed with publishers are already 

writing

            for a larger audience. The books are slowly but surely making their

            way out into the bookstores, and the online stores are selling them

            like crazy. There are many people who never watched the show who are

            buying them.


            When Naiad stopped publishing in 2000, they left a void. A few of

            their authors went to the newly created Bella Books, and Bella has

            published some fine novels, but they are not yet producing at the

            volume that Naiad was. Bookstore owners tell me that they haven't

            been getting in quite enough new books to satisfy the appetites of

            all their readers, particularly the lesbian book buyers. There is a

            gap there that our books fit into quite nicely, and many, many

            bookstores all over the nation are starting to find that out.


            I would love to write and market on a full-time basis and earn 

enough

            money to enable me to do that. The Xenaverse is large and generous,

            but doesn't afford enough sales all by itself. So I am trying very

            hard to get the word out about not just my book, but also about all

            RAP books. I never want to lose the support of all my first readers.

            It was the XV that encouraged me to write, and they continue to

            support my efforts by sharing emails and information with me, buying

            my books, and recommending my novels to others outside the XV.

            Besides, I have made some of the best friends of my life here in

            the XV. It's been wonderful.


            XINE: How long do you think the Xenaverse will endure without the

            show? Or was it superfluous all along???


            LORI: Are you kidding? The XV is here to stay. It'll be a similar

            phenomenon to the Trekkies. Even if there had never been any shows

            after the original Star Trek, there would still be fans. In the same

            way, fans in the XV are a force to be reckoned with, and they aren't

            going away.


            MaryD and Missy Good tell me that after the show ended, there was a

            dip in fan response, and then slowly but surely it all built back 

up,

            and now they have more hits on their websites than ever before. I

            believe that as long as X:WP is showing in syndicated

            reruns all over the world, there will be new fans finding us. I know

            if I were a young lesbian coming up, I would hunt for online

            resources such as the XV. I remember when I was younger, I loved the

            Perry Mason TV show. A bunch of us met almost every day for lunch in

            college and watched it. At that point, the TV show was over 20 years

            old.

            I still like to catch it every so often on cable. What do you want 

to

            bet that kids not even born yet will be watching Xena in 10, 15, 25

            years?


            The XV was never superfluous. It is filled with incredible people 

who

            are thoroughly energized and excited by the themes and ideas that

            X:WP brought out. Think about what Lucy said at Pasadena about the

            fan feedback. She said something like "Long around the 8th episode,

            when we figured out about the subtext, we started playing to

            it." That doesn't happen much in TV. How many thousands of people

            write to ask that various shows not be cancelled, and does it ever

            help? Not usually, but in the case of X:WP, we were loud enough to 

be

            heard regarding subtext. What that tells me is that there is a

            critical mass of women - and some men - out there who had enough

            influence to steer a multi-million dollar TV show toward the themes

            we were interested in.


            When Lucy starred in the flagging musical, "Grease," on Broadway,

            they ended up with sold-out crowd after sold-out crowd, which

            revitalized the show's run. I'll say it again: Women from the XV are

            a force to be reckoned with.


            So back to your original question: will the XV endure? Yes, I 

believe

            it will. It will morph and change as people come and go, but I think

            it will be around for a very long time and so will a hell of a lot 

of

            good stories and novels. Thanks for interviewing me. It's always a

            pleasure to talk to you!


            ==============================================

            2) Xena Quote


            "C'mon. Our path is waiting, and

            we've got a long way to go yet."

            --Gabrielle to Xena


            XWP Virtual Subtext Season 7 Finale -- "Fallen" -- by Rob Tapert and

            Melissa

            Good

            ==============================================

            3) Featured Fan Fiction

            Reviewed by bacchae2


            These superb ubers were already reviewed by us in a previous issue

            which we reprint here. Read other uber novels for graphic sex and

            pedestrian novels for a run of the mill cop/mystery story. Wisely,

            unlike many novelists, she does not make that the raison d'etre of

            the piece. It's the relationship. What the series forgot in season

            five. The subsidiary plot tangentially concerns a murder, the

            everyday police work is well chronicled and researched. Character

            driven stuff as fine as any other uber out there.


            "Gun Shy"

            by Lori L. Lake

            http://www.ausxip.com/fanfiction/g/gunshy1.html


            This one, a classic, had been recommended to me several times, but I

            just hadn't gotten around to it (so many great ubers, so little time

            online). I'm delighted that she is making this into a series. And it

            would make a fabulous TV series as well like that other great police

            duo, "Cagney and Lacey." It deserves the kind of more or less

            'mainstream' notice and readership (actually, I'll wager the

            readership

            just might be larger on line) as that of someone like mystery 

            novelist

            Sandra Scoppettone (one of the better lesbian 'mainstream' writers.) 

            I

            love the romance, I love the characters...I really loved the 

parallel

            symmetry of them being partners who ride together, who meet each 

            other

            in much the same way as did Xena and Gabrielle (Dez, short for

            Desiree,

            the daring cop saves Jay and the kid follows her to the police

            academy)

            and I especially love the fact that they, like Dar and Kerry, are 

            true

            reincarnations who sometimes get flashes of their former existence.

            Five ***** stars!

            ============

            "Under the Gun"

            by Lori Lake

            http://www.ausxip.com/fanfic15/under_the_gun.htm


            The equally excellent sequel to "Gun Shy." Dez lost it when Jay was

            injured by a bully and is on leave and finally taking some 

counseling

            for the PTSD she never dealt with from the death of her former 

            partner

            (a Lyceus uber, I believe.) The new partners have been torn apart by

            rumor and revenge on the job, but neither seems to know if they've

            broken up in their now not so private life as well. It takes them an

            agonizing while to figure it out too. Great setting, authenticity of

            detail, and supporting cast of characters. The proposed gay channel

            should pick this up for a series. In fact, someone should produce an

            Uber Theater. It would never go wanting for great material.

            Five ***** stars!

            ===========

            Star Rating


            ***** The Full Chakram!

            **** Foreplay

            *** Two sais and a whimper

            ** Half staff better than none

            * Kiss Joxer or Caligula, your choice

            ==============================================

            4) Xena News


            ROC Tackles Shakespeare


            "The bard does The Bard"

            by E.J. Rain


            "The...wren/The most diminutive of birds, will fight." Act IV, scene

            ii,

            Macbeth


            For someone who has harbored a passion for the Bard since childhood,

            and

            even before I could read, thanks to the great Max Rhinehart film of

            his

            famous stage version of "A Midsummer Night's Dream" starring James

            Cagney as Bottom and Mickey Rooney as Puck the news that my favorite

            actress would get to fulfill a wish of hers and mine came as a 

great,

            great pleasure. How did you fall in love with the Bard? For me it

            began

            with admiration for another actress who played the first woman on TV

            who

            could take care of herself, the favorite of my formative years, 

Diana

            Rigg's memorable Emma Peel on "The Avengers." Famous for her 

Cordelia

            and Viola. I knew she was RADA (it became my dream to attend that

            greatest of acting schools) and RSC. I sent for their yearbook and

            pored

            over the dramatic photos of soon to be legendary actors. The Royal

            Shakespeare Company's production of "Comedy of Errors" ran, in black

            and

            white (it was that long ago), on PBS and Dame Diana played the 

female

            lead, Adriana. A role I had to have for that reason alone and read 

            for

            cold and got on my first day in the drama department in college.

            (Which

            degenerated into a misbegotten commedia delle arte whiteface 

            nightmare

            during which I badly sprained my ankle in the middle of a 

performance

            and hobbled through the rest, but that's another story.) Dame Diana

            also

            appeared on TV in Peter Hall's lively RSC "Midsummer Night's Dream"

            with

            Helen Mirren and Judi Dench, three of the great actresses of the

            latter

            half century. And never getting enough of this favorite comedy that 

I

            know, literally, by heart, I got to see Peter Brooks' famed RSC

            production on stage twice, one of the greatest of the century, which

            featured a young Patrick Stewart and Ben Kingsley. Wasn't Missy's

            Sappho

            script supposed to be based upon it? How I would have loved that.


            For the past year I've been faithfully reading a few pages a day 

from

            my

            beloved copy of The Complete Works. The John Barrymore edition. A

            charming, convenient faux leather bound, gilt-edged single volume 

            with

            thinner than wafer pages, lightweight, solid, but flexible in the 

            hand

            like a holy bible. Which to me it is. It's my favorite collected 

            works

            edition, among many, that I own. I can see why Barrymore or any 

actor

            would've treasured having the Bard always to hand in such a compact

            form. (There's an XWP joke in there, isn't there?) On my nightstand.

            It

            all begins with the love of the book, which is really the love of

            words,

            whether spoken by a bard or preserved upon a scroll. I had always

            promised myself I would read them all, all the plays, not so

            Herculean a

            task. I am at the half-way mark. In the middle of a history ("A 

            little

            touch of Harry in the night.") I started doing this to occupy my

            troubled mind with something grand...that heightened 

language...human

            drama in high-relief because I sorely missed my favorite series 

which

            was also larger than life...and ended in tragedy.


            And so...

            I skipped ahead to (re)read "Macbeth." Shh. As a theater major I 

know

            the superstition. It must be referred to as "The Scottish Play" or

            some

            dire accident will befall the production. It's the same reason you 

            say

            "break a leg" instead of "good luck" before a performance. Having 

not

            read the play since Sister Regina's english lit class in high school

            where I read Lady M aloud (I was always called on to read the

            androgynous-voiced, strong, anti-heroine women's roles-- Medea,

            Phaedra)

            and I found to my delight that, kids, it's not all that far removed

            from

            an episode of XWP. She'll feel right at home. Melodrama. Blood and

            thunder. Even some gallows' humor.


            Initially shocked at the seeming casting 'gainst type, how can we 

            even

            wonder why she would leap to the challenge? She does, afterall, have

            some experience in playing a complex character. Don't be thrown by

            dear,

            sweet, innocent Gabrielle, but think on cold, calculating,

            manipulative

            Hope. And even the tough battling bard of later years. We already 

            know

            what a fine and versatile actress she is and how many surprising

            colors

            are on her palette. Though I would have gone through the entire

            pantheon

            and gladly given her Ophelia, Juliet, Rosalind, Viola, La Pucelle

            (Joan

            of Arc, described as an "amazon" and with a really big sword too),

            even

            Portia or Cleo, this is absolutely the last role I would have 

thought

            of

            for her. Not because she's not capable of playing it, but, on the

            contrary, my paltry imagination was not enlightened enough to

            automatically embrace the concept. I have every confidence she can 

            not

            only do it justice, but make it truly memorable.


            And what a setting. Makes one think somehow of that playwright

            in "When

            Fates Collide" writing and staging her great epic works by the sea.

            NYSF

            West. Nothing beats Shakespeare under the stars. We used to picnic 

            all

            day in Central Park for a free Public Theater production starring

            Meryl

            Streep or Raul Julia or Kevin Kline or William Hurt. This is very

            smart

            casting on their part and they should reap the benefits of it. Now,

            if I

            were her I'd check out that all-female Shakespeare company in L.A. 

(I

            always wanted to play the great male roles just like Sarah Bernhardt

            and

            Eva Le Gallienne.) Not all Xena fans are loutish cultural 

            philistines.

            Even that large SCA contingent tend to be W.S. fans, especially of

            that

            particular play. I'm not saying, however, that they don't run the 

            risk

            of bringing a whole new fandom to the Bard. And which bard is which 

            in

            this instance? If truly ambitious a new company could undertake The

            Wars

            of the Roses (which most americans know only as a dark comedy about

            divorce), I doubt that epic undertaking (all the histories

            from "Richard

            II" to "Richard III," with three Henrys in between, in rep) has ever

            been attempted in the U.S.? That would be a 'ratings stunt' 

            comparable

            to staging the entire Ring Cycle at Bayreuth.


            Lady M is first seen, in effect, reading a scroll. ("My dearest

            partner

            of greatness," she reads in the letter from her warrior... sigh.) 

            And,

            lastly, attempting to wash the blood off her hands. This, among 

other

            things, may provoke a lump in the throat. XWP fans may find

            themselves,

            though, shuddering outright at an ending in which the anti-hero is

            beheaded. Murder, betrayal, ambition, lust, and greed for power. 

Just

            another day at the beach. Resonant. For Xena fans. To say the least.

            Ghosts, witches, damnation. The three Weird sisters are no different

            from the banshees, Fates, or Furies. In fact they seem to have been

            based upon the Norns, or Norse saga version of The Fates. Hecate is

            just

            another name for Alti. Some impossibly famous lines that ROC has to

            wrap

            her tongue around: "Screw your courage to the sticking place," 

            "What's

            done cannot be undone," and the ever popular bad Fido joke, "Out 

damn

            Spot." And then there's the wonderful line that Hitchcock always 

used

            in

            a crowded elevator, "Who would have thought the old man to have had 

            so

            much blood in him?" It is her guilt, finally, over the death of true

            innocents, the death of children that drives her to madness and

            suicide.

            Because her own babes have died in infancy, to which she seems to

            allude

            at one point?


            It is one of the shortest plays, the shortest tragedy, I believe. 

And

            that seems to be due to editing for presentation at court. And this 

            is

            the only copy of the play that comes down to us. Unfortunate. Lady 

            M's

            part, especially in this instance, could only benefit us by being

            longer. What we have is the abridged or Reader's Digest version. A

            shame. But it is concise, fast and furious, and not over-long or

            tedious.

            "Blood will have blood." Where have I heard that before? And it's 

all

            about a big dumb warrior controlled by his wife. (And, sadly, I 

can't

            help thinking what an effective Macbeth Kevin Smith would've made.) 

I

            could conceive doing it in a modern version as a corporate takeover

            which is exactly how it plays. The witches, caterers from hell; Lady 

            M

            with blood red fingernails, egging hubby on to get that promotion by

            any

            means necessary.


            And ROC looks every inch the serious young actress with her dark 

            hair,

            stunning. Wonder if LL will be jealous, if she's always wanted to do

            Lady M? Nah. She probably prefers the comedies. Imagine taming that

            shrew. Never in a million years.


            I still remember the "tomorrow" speech by heart. Macbeth's two great

            soliloquys give us two classic Star Trek titles. Not to mention a

            Faulkner novel, a true crime and a Ray Bradbury classic in a later

            scene. And did you know Autolycus makes an appearance in 

Shakespeare?

            The thief of Greek mythology is comic relief, as always, in "The

            Winter's Tale."


            Wish fervently I lived in CA. I'd turn into a 'camp' follower of the

            bard's band drifting from Point to Polliwog, park to park like some

            flotsamian baglady reciting W.S. under my breath to see my other

            favorite bard tackle one of the greatest stage roles of all time. 

You

            go, girl.


            "Come, put my armor on. Give me my staff." Macbeth, Act V, sc. iii

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            Renée O'Connor news

            From Creation Entertainment


            Shakespeare by the Sea is free -- you do not need a ticket. Seating 

            is

            available on a first come, first served basis. People begin showing 

            up

            an hour or so before the show begins to get seats. Beach chairs,

            blankets and warm, layered clothing are recommended. Point Fermin 

has

            bench seating, however many people bring their own chairs -- all 

tour

            locations are open grassy areas without seats - so definitely bring

            your

            own chairs or be prepared to sit on the ground. Picnics are welcome.


            Renee will be performing Lady Macbeth in the Shakespeare by the Sea

            production of Macbeth. It starts June 27 and will run for five weeks

            in

            San Pedro (Point Fermin Park). Then it will go on a tour of the 

beach

            cities of Southern California until August 16. You will find the

            schedule, as it becomes available, on their web page at

            http://www.shakespearebythesea.org/calendar.html


            All performances have a pre-show 1/2 hour prior to the performance.

            Photography/Taping is not permitted during performances -- you may

            have

            a chance for photos after the show - but that's not guaranteed.


            Renee's dates/times/locations:

            6/27 (opening night), 28, 29 -- San Pedro, Pt. Fermin -- 8 PM

            7/5, 12, 18, 20 San Pedro, Pt. Fermin -- 8 PM

            7/26 -- Hermosa Beach, Valley Park -- 7 PM

            8/1, 3 -- Wilmington, Banning Park -- 7 PM

            8/9 -- Manhattan Beach, Polliwog Park -- 7 PM

            8/16 (closing night) -- San Pedro, Pt. Fermin -- 7 PM

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            The Virtual Seasons Have Their Finales


            No cliffhangers.


            The Finale We Deserved!


            Finally.


            Rob allows Missy to redress a wrong.


            Both Virtual Seasons ended in amazon arcs wherein Xena discovers the

            New

            World and gives the Amazon its name. (What are the odds?!) And we

            wondered how that happened, huh? Xena is the short answer to all

            things.


            "Fallen"

            Story by Rob Tapert/Script by Melissa Good

            http://xenamultimedia.com/XWPSubtextS7/S7E19/S7-E19-Teaser.htm


            This script reads like the finale we all wanted (at least where the

            X&G

            relationship is concerned, the extraneous plot needed some work, 

            would

            Lila and Sarah, both saved by Xena, really do that?! and the bard's

            sister even says she knew long ago that Xena was Gab's home)...I

            mean...it reads like A finale (that could've been THE finale) and

            it's a

            happy ending! And Missy's Disclaimer here leaves absolutely no doubt

            that that's what it is too. She gently bites the hand that led her

            without remorse. Don't know if she rewrote any for this posting, but

            if

            this is the full original script, it's like they had an alternate

            ending

            ready to go, or, perhaps, just an ending to season six if they 

            thought

            at the time they were going to do another season (pretty hard though

            if

            Lucy was going to leave anyway). Then again...wasn't the Japanese ep

            planned as a future tv-movie at one point? But I've always thought

            that

            Rob offed Xena just to spite the studio!


            Since Missy says it's an official (she even gives the number!)

            unproduced script I'm quite sure it was written and handed in as to

            Rob's story concept. But where were they gonna place it? Instead of

            "Many Happy Returns?" An attempted Missy replacement script for the

            scrapped Sappho ep (which I think made it into pre-production)?


            This was the interaction we wanted to see at the end of the series

            between X&G and to the ultimate point to which their characters'

            development had arrived. Yin/Yang come full circle and, literally, 

by

            bringing them back, at fade-out, to the exact spot at which they 

            first

            met. Now, that is true journey's end. To paraphrase: 'They shall not

            cease from exploration, and the end of all their exploring shall be 

            to

            arrive where they started and know the place for the first time.' 

And

            to

            know exactly who they are to each other and to themselves and that

            they'd do it all over again knowing all they know.


            Anyhoo...they literally walk off into the sunset together holding

            hands.

            X calls G "my love," G refers to "our love," and they kiss on the

            mouth

            (though, once again, one of them is unconscious! GEEZ! People!) Did

            Missy rewrite this? She doesn't say it's based on a script, she says

            it

            IS the script...which means SHE had them calling each other "my 

            love,"

            "our love," and kissing on the mouth, as well as her usual feeling 

            the

            bond stuff. No wonder they couldn't do it!


            Wonder if this really was an alternative ending...though it seemed 

            Rob

            always had the Japanese arcana in mind. It certainly reads like the

            finale we all really wanted to see instead of what we got. That 

            sunset

            the way we wanted to experience it. Wonder how many other unproduced

            scripts Missy worked on besides the Sappho one and I assume she got

            paid

            regardless if it was produced or not?


            Xena facing her fears and her sins (of the past) and choosing

            life...and

            Gabrielle.

            That's the only atoning Xena ever had to do for her sins, be willing

            to

            give her life, especially for Gab, but never actually die.


            And perhaps "Full Circle" would've been a better title.


            Are they gonna do this all over again come September? Or they could

            leave it right there and I'd be satisfied and feel vindicated. TN,

            Sue,

            and Missy (et al) as primary writers--and what a remarkable

            accomplishment that is in itself--gave us a season better, overall,

            than

            Season Five. Three women who did a better job than many Hollywood

            writers/producers. They should be very proud of the achievement as 

we

            are of them. They deserve our kudos and applause and heartfelt 

            thanks.

            Now I wish they'd put up the Sappho script!

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            A Breath of Fresh O2


            Finally Oxygen (the neo network) wised up (sorta) and are visibly

            employing the WP as a major attention getting attraction to their

            fledgling cable/satellite channel. We'd been thinking all along that

            they needed her as a more visible symbol to spice up their on air

            promos. The ad which features an endless array of beauty contestant

            bimbos is pretty hard to sit through (and I didn't at first) until I

            finally caught the pay-off for their punchline re typical female

            stereotypes. To rebut that charge we are suddenly awakened by the

            glorious sight of Xena in full battle mode as a pugilistic, yet

            pulchritudinous image of womankind that, indeed, changed a lot of

            miss-perceptions. This was just the breather of fresh oxygen the

            doctor

            (and she is in) ordered to draw some attention (if not actual

            attendance) to the barely respiring network for women. I saw this ad

            during every damn commercial break on Larry King one night when 

Jodie

            Foster was the sole guest (for "Panic Room") and got the breath

            knocked

            out of me every single time by the still literally breath-taking 

            sight

            of my beloved warrior. Just breathe. Deeply.

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            5) Featured Links


            Lori L. Lake's Webpage

            http://www.lorillake.com/


            A handsome site that will give you all the info you need on ordering

            her

            uber and non-uber novels, merchandise, etc.

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            Another Recent Interview with the Author

            http://www.katlynfic.com/Authors/LoriLake.htm


            Delightful interview, asks all the questions we didn't. (And I find 

            we

            share a love for Ray Bradbury.)

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            6) Xena: Warrior Princess Episode Guide

            by Bacchae2


            Episode Forty-eight "Been There, Done That" and Episode Forty-

            nine "The

            Dirty Half Dozen"


            "Been There, Done That"

            Best comedy ep. Great slapstick. Not overdone...for a change. Joxer

            dies, is burned and returns the 'same' morning--all in the teaser!

            Group

            hug. What a clever script. Even though it's 'based' on "Groundhog 

            Day"

            it is still very fresh and exuberantly well-done. Favorite comic

            moments: when Xena rants on and the camera slow pans to Gab and Jox

            bound and gagged and when Xena kills Jox with her chakram and goes

            back

            to sleep and Gab freaks. Xena throws a mean tantrum. This ep makes 

me

            laugh out loud every time. Ad infinitum.


            Subtext Rating:

            Carpe Diem...

            Sieze the day. Literally.

            The 'cameo' of Xena lying with Gabrielle in her arms...to die for. 

            The

            sweetly guilty expression on Gabrielle's face when Joxer asks Xena 

if

            that's a hickey. They should have made as big a deal of Gab's 

'death'

            as

            well even though Xena knows time, by this time, will reverse itself 

            in

            the morning. We hear her mourn at the pyre. But we should have seen 

            it

            and felt her pain. Their reunion is cute...though Gab has no earthly

            idea what they are celebrating. She doesn't seem to mind. And Joxer

            interrupts again. Argh.


            "The Dirty Half Dozen"

            Steel. Steal. The Magnificent 7 ride. The motley six or so, that is.

            Gab

            & Xena look cool in capes. Ares gets off on playing war games. ROC 

is

            beautiful by firelight.


            Subtext Rating:

            The Changer and the Changed.

            "Gabrielle is a good teacher."

            Gab asks, "Am I what you made me?" What would have happened if 

they'd

            met earlier... That's one to ponder. They've both changed each other

            so

            much, even at this point. Gab says, "I'm not a little girl." Xena

            muses,

            if I had met her before, maybe... "Question is, who would I be 

            without

            you?" Ah, thank you, Xena. That was the thoughtful warrior I fell in

            love with.

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            7) Commentary


            "What's Wrong With This Fiction?"


            Ya ever notice how one of a lesbian couple (especially a potentially

            happy ever after lesbian couple) just seems to always have to die?

            This

            not only sucks big time, but it happens to be so old-fashioned it

            creaks

            out loud and is ill-conceived in mirroring the same-old/same-old

            didactic, moralistic edict from, apparently, on high (TPTB) that

            dictates the girls can only kiss with passion if a death will occur

            shortly. This, like totally, bums me out, man. I'm prompted to cry

            foul

            yet again after the painful season-ending arc on "Buffy" brutally

            killed

            off Willow's girlfriend and fellow Wiccan Tara. What's with these

            producers anyway? You'd think Joss would've had the smarts to learn

            from

            Rob's debacle. And adding injury to insult it turns out that his

            co-producer, Marti Noxon, who oversaw most of this mostly so-so 

Buffy

            season which played like a teen soap (she's actually referred to it,

            disparagingly in my mind, as "Party of Five with monsters") has two

            mommies and should, presumably, know better! They need to discipline

            the

            child for this. First Xena, now poor little Tara, can Dr. Kerry

            Weaver's

            firewoman lover on "ER" be far behind? At least maybe they'll get 

            some

            bathetic farewell scene while she's dying from some heroic deed in 

            the

            emergency room. This over-rated drama is just as melodramatic as 

Xena

            or

            Buffy afterall.

            So...the more things change the more they stay the same. Yeah, you

            know

            the drill. Poor, wretched, unloved (at least not 'that' way) Martha 

            in

            "The Children's Hour" hangs herself after she's forced out of the

            closet

            and can no longer be just a loving 'sister' to her best friend 

Karen.

            The joyful, budding schoolgirl Manuela in the early German film

            classic

            (a role played on the british stage by a 14 yr. old Jessica Tandy)

            "Madchen in Uniform" who has a crush on her beautiful, caring 

teacher

            must leap to her didactic demise after she is outted by a glass of

            wine

            to celebrate the already drunken success she feels for her 

triumphant

            turn in a trouser role assayed at an all girls' school. At least

            that's

            the way it had to play in America. There is a much more satisfying

            alternate ending in which she is rescued by her schoolmates before 

            she

            takes the plunge. Even in novels written by lesbians from the 

classic

            "Well of Loneliness" to the recent, lyrical first novel, "Fall On 

            Your

            Knees" (an Oprah Book Club selection!) written by the actress who

            played

            one of the lesbians in the charming Canadian film, "I've Heard the

            Mermaids Singing," a happy ending is just not in the cards for our

            girls. The only walk into the sunset I can remember is "Desert

            Hearts."

            When will love be allowed to conquer all where women loving women 

are

            concerned? Thank Aphrodite for Uber!!!!!!!! Bless you Bards.

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            8) Feedback


            Dear Lady Adell,

            Thank you very much for the kind comments of my stories, I am ever 

in

            your debt. The stories are a part of me, yet the plot elements of

            several of them had slipped my mind until you reviewed them. I 

reread

            "Xenaquest I&II" for the first time in several years. Painfully

            awkward

            in some places, the fun I had in writing them is still evident. The

            relationship between Xena and Gabrielle took on a life of its own, 

as

            it

            should have. Their love will live on in fan literature, and I had a

            blast at having a very small part of it. Take care, -John (Ogami)


            {Ed. Note - We are so tickled we actually inspired a bard to read 

his

            own work.}


            Dear Jo.

            Well well...these xines just keep getting better and better. Very 

            well

            done. Loved the dialogue between Ogami and the xine - very

            informative.

            And the URLs to the stories, the run downs of same and the in-depth

            look

            at Missy Good's work is just marvellous.

            Well done, indeed. Keep up the good work. Trish ardentTly

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